MR.KIDD*) ''X-

2007-03-28T16:04:00.000+08:00

This is the girl that change my 3 mths.

Dec19-Mar24.

I always remember these wonderful memories.

Too bad,God loves to play games.

He took away her from me.

She will never come back.

But she is always in my heart.

Her laughs,her cry,Her everything will stay in my heart.

My wife wanna-be had left.

I had found my right-girl.

Now I only hope that she can find the way back home.

Back to my heart.

It wont be easy.

Dear,I STILL NEED YOU.

2007-03-28T15:49:00.000+08:00

MRKIDD*

2007-03-28T15:33:00.000+08:00

JasonKidd Pictures

2007-03-28T14:38:00.000+08:00

PPP Pictures

2007-03-28T14:31:00.000+08:00

I guess I still to need to be back.
Blog is useful for me whenever im down.
And there it goes.
I have a lot to write.
Its been abt 8 mths since i posted.
Maybe this 8 mths im quite happy.
Maybe in relationship.
I found HER.
But god is very good in playing games.
He jolly well bring her in and just let her go.
But im still happy that at least in this 3 mths,
It may be counted the most happiest days in my life.
Even I become 1 dollar value.
I never regret i know her.
Today i went listen to some old songs.
However,I found these few songs lyrics talking abt me.
Well,I guess i still need her.
I will continue blogging from now.

2007-01-11T19:38:00.000+08:00

IM BACK!
WOOO!
After absolute months of not blogging im back.
Things change a lot since I left here.
Things like 2nd yr ite now!
Year 2007~
Lots of things happen to the Nets.
And of course lots of things happen!
My com crashed for 1 month plus then till now Im back!
More updates soon!

2006-07-28T13:44:00.000+08:00

After about 10 months...
I finally saw her!
I'm very confuse now.
There is lots of things going through my mind right now.
If you have saw someone you are looking forward to see everyday for 10 months,
What will you feel,do and think after seeing her.
Can someone tell me?
Its her XUELIN!
XUELIN!
XUELIN!
I don't think I saw the wrong person!
If I have took the 1st 985 bus,
If I never run to chase the 302 bus,
If I never gone back late at 12 plus just now,
WILL I SEE HER!
To have 2 person to be in one place at the same time is very little chance,
And after 10 months?
Im confuse now,
When I step in the bus and turn to the left,
I saw someone in westspring UNIFORM!
Then Im thinking that wow I saw someone from West spring.
Who will she be?
Someone I know?
Then in a sec,
My heart was pumping like I have heart attack!
Why?
ITS HER !
But she didn't saw me.
What will happen if she saw me?
What may have happen?
Have she forgotten me?
I think so.
Im so happy and confuse at the same time.
I don't know whether...
Sigh.
3/10/05 - 28/7/06

2006-07-26T19:23:00.000+08:00

THE BIG THREES OF NEW JERSEY NETS*

2006-07-25T18:48:00.000+08:00

Sch reopen.
New timetable
New module
New teacher
New goals.
No matter how lousy or how good I was last term.
Im gonna get better result!
I swear!
I am not surpose to be here.
But since Im here,
Im gonna do what Im surpose to do.
POLY!
Im gonna win JiaLing.
She's good ,
But I willing to catch up.
My willpower will carry me through everything.
GO GO GO !
Hahas.
Richie just got his license and his bike,
He can go anywhere with his bike.
Although its good,
But I hope I will not get this next year,
Even a car.
To me it was like you haven have a wife,
You are thinking of having a baby.
Im not refering to him but me.
I want my dream to come first.
I'm really gonna do what to reach that!
I'm not going to give up at this point!

2006-07-21T18:10:00.000+08:00

2006-07-21T01:27:00.000+08:00

A post before I go to the toilet and after that,sleep!.
School starting next week,
Just my stuoid hair that is harrassing me.
So short!
I really have no idea how she cut the hair!
Awww!
Don't want to mention it anymore.
I hope it grow longer faster.
And I hope that I can style my hair again.
This few weeks of holidays makes me sleep so late everyday!
NO NO NO!
School is returning,
I can't sleep at 2 anymore!
I gonna start to sleep early today!
I had also changed my border of wade,
This is also very simple and nice!
That's it,continue maybe tomorrow!
Gonna go to the toilet!
Haha !

2006-07-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

2006-07-20T14:39:00.000+08:00

2006-07-20T14:17:00.000+08:00

2006-07-20T14:13:00.000+08:00

Im back,
Did not blog much this few weeks of hoildays.
Because of the hoildays,
Most of my time were at home,therefore there is nothing much to blog.
I will blog frequently soon when I have things to blog.
Regarding the Nets,
Im worried for them.
Although the nets drafters,Marcus williams and Josh boone may add depth
to the Nets next season,
But they did not make any move in the free agent market.
They have to add someone in.
I hope they will add about 3 plus trade if it can works.
Hope they know what to do.

2006-07-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

2006-07-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

Jeremy Khoo is always having the problem
Easily Angered problem.
Awww.
I hated this.
I want to change this,
Because if I wanted to succeed,
First thing I have to do is to control my temper.
Im sorry and I apologise to everyone that is affected.
I will change.

2006-07-04T01:53:00.000+08:00

2006-07-04T01:38:00.000+08:00

2006-07-04T01:18:00.000+08:00

A post before I sleep today.
Going to wsss tomorrow!
Soccer!
I missed the times last year playing soccer.
Tomorrow let's find back all those memories!
Hope by luck I can see somebody.
I think I don't like her anymore,
But...

2006-07-02T15:39:00.000+08:00

My Dream.My Pain.

Sigh,That's suits me now.
Thinking of my future,
I started to panic again.
I'm in a dilemma.
I do not know how to continue walking.
Sigh.
Sometimes,I feel the whole of me is a failure.
Like what Qx and jh said.
My actions are too big,
What I say are too exaggerated.
I don't know,I only worried that will affect my future.
I do not want all these small silly things to affect it.
Maybe,I need someone by my side.
Im so tired now.
Mentally and physically.
Sigh.

2006-06-28T14:59:00.000+08:00

Today is Wednesday.
3rd day of holiday.
Been thinking of some things recently,
Had a conclusion.
There's not many things in love that I am curious to know now.
I dont wan to fall in love.
Just wanna to be what I am now.
My AMERICA-DREAM are more important.
Been playing NBA Live 06 recently.
Im waiting for the 07 version to be out.
I should not spend money on other thigns.
But if it comes to basktball,
I cant be thrifty.
Hahas!
Hopes it comes out quickly!
Im anxious for this !
Heard that it is more real play like !
WOOHOO!

NBA-ING NOW !
Bye!

2006-06-27T14:44:00.000+08:00

Today is the second day of my holiday.
Wooo.
Got to take a good rest.
But too bad ppp's had went back to school.
Hahas.
Went to chalet last friday.
Its been the 4th or 5th time we had chalet.
Wahahahas.
Again,All these will be in my mind forever whenever I go.
Finally I also played soccer once again with them.
Their skills had improve!
Mine,
Still the same.

WoooHOOO !

2006-06-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

Before I want to start this post,
I just want to say...
WOO HOOO !
CONGRATS HEAT AND WADE !
I know you all had waited for so long for this CHAMPIONSHIP!
It is just UNBELIEVABLE !
Wonderful!
I wwas just too happy when the whole thing ended and they won the championship.
This time is just so different,
I watch LIVE ! LIVE !
WOHOOO!
When Terry misses the 3 point shoot,
All the Heat was like shouting,Jumping all around and hugging each other!
It was just too fantastic!
I was stunned for a moment and shout too!
I told myself if one day Nets gonna win and Kidd is the MVp,
I might gone around killing people!
Just if one day!
Hahas!
I also want to congrats someone!
DWYANE WADE,24 Years old!
MVP WINNER !
He was just too marvellous !
He is averaging 34 pts per game and so young to win a MVP award,
In just 3 season of playing!

CONGRATUATION TO MR DWYANE WADE,MY IDOL !

Tomorrow is my exam!
GOOD LUCK TO ME!

2006-06-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

Sigh,
Im in a dilemma now.
I really hope I can go back to the past,
Be able to choose again,
Beware.
Then maybe all these will never happen.
I regret.
Now Im so confused.
Hope I can walk out of all these soon.
Afterthen,I will not wan to like anyone.
Just Dwyane wade,Jason Kidd and PPP's.
Had enough.
"Folly And Ignorance"

2006-06-17T19:18:00.000+08:00

"The common curse of mankind, - folly and ignorance".

Im the worst for the quote.
I admitted I do like you.
At first I thought I can control.
But Im very wrong.
You make me fall in love in you.
But Im gonna stop this.
Of course it's not what I want.
What I want is Xuelin and America,
Not you.
I told myself after I walk out of the toilet,
Im gonna forget everything.
I will.
I know I haven fully forgot.
But I will try hard.
Smile.
...

2006-06-16T21:07:00.000+08:00

Finally,
Im am able to see chinese word in some website I can't.
Because I download a chinese software!
Wohooo!
I know what I want.
It's you.
Therefore I will continue loving you.
I will wait...
Waiting for you is what I want for now.
I know I will see you again.

2006-06-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
Im so useless
The best I only can do is to say happy birthday to you here.
Sigh,
Hope you enjoy ur 16th birthday today!
Maybe you will clebrate it with your boyfriend.
I had wrote in the previous post,
I really hope I can celebrate with you.
Xue Lin,
Do you know how much I like you.
No one will understand it.
Sigh.
I do not know what else can i say.
Just to wish you all the best in what you do!
I will meet you one day.
I Believe.
Happy birthday to you...

2006-06-13T16:55:00.000+08:00

Sigh,
I was viewing my blog a moment ago,
Saw all those post.
I wanted to find one with a happy post.
But Im unable to find.
I was thinking,
When will the day come when I was so happy that the sky may even fall.
When will the day come when I am able to fufill my dream.
Played terrible basketball in school just now.
I don't know what the damn hell my team was doing.
I know my skill is not up to standard yet.
Thus,sometimes I may be very good,sometimes very terrible.
Like today,we started with lots of mistakes.
I do not know what they are doing and I also have no idea what im doing too.
Ball did not get in,bad teamwork.
I wanted to do well in basketball,
But if these goes on,I will definetly lost all my confidence!
Another thing bothers me all along,
The same old thing.
Xue Lin.*
Sigh,
Everytime I pass by Yew Tee bus stop,her house bus stop,
The first thing that came into my mind is can you just appear now.
I still remember vey clearly,
The last time we talk to each other head to head is at Yew Tee bus stop
June 2005.
Exactly 1 year!
So hard just to see you.
Thursday is your birthday,
Nothing will happen I know.
But good luck to you!

2006-06-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

DWYANE WADE ALBUM*

2006-06-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

Sigh,
I had spent the whole 30 minutes making the pictures slide,
But in the end,
Waste my time!
I had tried both rockyou and another website,
But the same problem applies to the html thing.
Damn it!
Only able to the best picture by the blogger program,
Otherwise,it will be too messy.
New song update too!
Hong Jun Yang-

2006-06-05T01:14:00.000+08:00

For all those fans,the long awaited NBA Finals is finally here.
Its Heat vs Mavericks this time.
I will make a update on the next post.
Today is the 5th of June,
10 Days more.
It will be indeed fantastic if in these 10 days,
Something happen.
Therefore,I will be able to celebrate her birthday.
From today onwards,
I will try my very best to save money!
99 dollars is indeed like burning a hole in my pocket.
Sigh.

2006-06-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

15 Days to your birthday.
How I wish to celebrate it with you,
To be the first one to say Happy Birthday to you.
Perhaps spent the whole day with me,
Go to the beach to see the sunset.
To say I Love You.
But I can't.
I really wish that I can ask you how are you nowadays.
They say you are missing from school.
I'm so worried for you.
I don't know.
Just when can i see you again.
When?
My heart is aching everytime I think of the memories.
Sigh.

2006-05-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

Missing you too much,
Out of the sudden in the middle of the night,
Writing this post to post my troubles out.
I want them to get further and further.
I cant imagine,
Im 16 plus now and so mnay problems already occured in my mind.
Sometimes been a child seems the best thing ever.
But all this can't be happening in this world.
Reality !
I was taking the bus back home and all those about you came flowing
in my mind.
I came out with a CONCLUSION.
" Life without you makes my life no longer what it used to be. "
I found my energy level had gone down too low and it will be what it used to be.
In the past,I did something beyond belief.
It's all because of that kind of energy that wants me to believe in myself,
I can do it if I want.
Im losing all that.
Maybe not the Jeremy I used to be.
What is more is all this happen because of you.
These are not exaggerated.
There is just a strange power when you likes someone.
I always want to all those things just because of her.
And I succeed doing all those things then,
However now,
It may not happen anymore.
Perhaps as its been long since I saw her,
The energy is gone too.
In the past,every morning if I get to see her,
Everything will turns out fine for me.
It is just so fantastic when I saw her.
I miss that kind of feeling.
I miss you even more.
Even till now,
I never gave up hope of seeing you again.
I know I will get to see you again.
However it's not the right time yet.
Meanwhile,I will try to get back the energy I have !
I always sees impossible things as possible things.
I know I still can.
Im gonna get good grades,
Good future,
Just to get to see you !
I got to have this mentality set.
Get it right,Toss it around.
And win the battle perfectly.

I Miss You..

2006-05-23T13:12:00.000+08:00

THE NETS SAY GOODBYE

The 05-06 Season is announced ended for the Nets after losing to the Heat in five game.There is a lot of factors leading to the sucessful and unsucessful run of the Nets francise this season.

The Nets started the season this year with the Big 3's-Jason Kidd,Vince Carter,Richard Jefferson.The Nets finally have a great chances of grabbing the division title home this season.They never disappoint those who believe in them,some even see them as championship winner.Why? It's because having the Big 3's,Jason Kidd whom had huge exprience in the NBA,one of the top best guard and lead Nets to 2 finals appearance.Vince Carter,Good perimeter Shooter and a dunk monster.Richard Jefferson,an unselfish player with a huge defensive body.It makes the Nets scary and even scary with their Center,Nerad kristic.What they needed to improve next year is to have a terrific Power forward with good scoring power.What they cant find in Jason Collins.

They won 49 games this season making 2 tremendous run winning 12 and 16 straight games.However they ares till not strong enough to make in to the Finals.Maybe because of their poor bench playing.Next season will be a exciting one if the Nets boost great bench members into the bench.If the Nets cant make into the Finals,I have nothing to say.Perhaps a Kenyon Martin trade can be a key to Nets win.Martin had been playing well with Kidd years before and they get into the finals.If nets year he is back,Chances are larger as they have Vince Carter now.However due to the salary problem,It may not happen.

Probable trade and new players that I wan to see in Nets next year will be updated sometime later.

2006-05-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

Tough Nets Will Get Happy Ending Eventually

The Nets had utterly disappointed all their fans including me.Although they had put in many effort into it but they still lost to the Heat,mainly because of lack of good luck.The Nets had lose their third straight to the Heat.Even today,With Carter 26 points and Jason Kidd "Triple Double",they still unable to win.If this goes on in Wednesday Game,they will face ELIMINATION.I know all their fans will not want to see this to happen.The Nets had put in tremendous effort to get in here,all these are not just two or three days effort can do.

As well since the day I became a Net Fan,I saw their up and down.When the day Jason Kidd came,everything starts with their effort.They got into the finals in 2002,2003 but lost to the Spurs and Lakers individually.It's not easy and 2004 as Jason Kidd injured in game 6 vs the Pistons makes Pistons grabbed the Champions at 2004.Moreover it's not over yet,in 2005 they lost Kenyon Martin.Kidd Tag-Team partner.Kittles and Mourning left too leaving Kidd and Jefferson to clear out the mess but only Jefferson to lead the team in the earlier season.All these came to a turn-around state when Carter arrived in December.At that time I thought finally they will have the chances but Im totally wrong.They have Carter but lose Jefferson to a Injury when Kidd is back.Kidd and Carter took so hard and finally outscored at the 13-5 game at the end of the season forced the Nets back to the Playoffs at the record of 42-42.They thought they get in further when Jefferson is back but all of us are wrong again.Jefferson and Carter had only played not more than 4 games together.They lost a 4-0 series.

Finally at last they finished this Season with all 3 healthy and the strong role of Kristic finally let us see something and the straight 12 and 15 wins shows that the Nets are still tough,not died yet.That is also why i supported the Nets more then the Heat in this series.

The Nets finally able to finish off the Pacers in 6 in the first round.Coming to the second round,at first I do not have much hope as their Opponent is the Heat,The second in the East but Nets is able to win a 3-1 series in the season so that is not much a problem.The most important is the Nets show me how strong are they in the first game.28 winover with Jefferson.Isn't it Marvelous? At first I thought Jefferson problem will affect the Nets next game.But that is not a problem ! Jefferson came back with 17 points,no pain at all.The worst is they have lost third time to the Heat.Jefferson is already not the problem,I think the problem is Jefferson soul is not back,perhaps.I know the Nets can,if not the first game will not be like this.Even not as much as 28 points but they still can win.The Nets are facing defensive problem and the problem cause by the explosive Wade.

I hope Wednesday will not be a Elimination game but a game of Hope for the Nets.I know It's hard for the Nets,I really do not want to see you losing.I hope Kidd will lead them past all misfortunes.

2006-05-15T00:15:00.000+08:00

Days since i blog.
Tommorrow will be Monday.
New day of the week.
I hope this new week will be a joyful one.
Nets will win the series against Heat,
I will smile more.
Sigh,
Days finish faster and faster.
Still pondering about my future.

"If you're not confused, you're not paying attention."

I hope Im right.
Saw a reality show this afternoon.
It is about doctor of singapore gives treatment to patients who need help.
Sometimes I found that Im very fortunate.
Saw a case just now where a kid was born and needed to change his lungs immediately,
Luckily his mom donate it to him,
Otherwise,he will die.
I was thinking although Im not happy now cause I fail,
But I cant blame anyone.
I have to blame myself.
There are many other people who are more pathetic.
I was lucky,
I was born so healthy.
So I got to treasure life and overcome failure.
It's not the end.
I will go to America one fine day!

"Dictionary is the only place that success comes before work. Hard work is the price we must pay for success. I think you can accomplish anything if you're willing to pay the price."

I got to learn all this things before I really succeed.

2006-05-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

Its 11.29 now.
A blog before my game of nba.
Then a sleep!
Saw Erwin blog today.
He is not happy.
Although not so close with him,
But I hope he can smile!
Maybe I know I cant so i hope he can!
And although i dunno him that well,
Maybe I dunno why you are not happy.
But everything is not the end for you.
He will still have a bright future unlike me.
If he study hard,He will be able to have a car in the future.
Erwin,If you see this.
Give me face.
SMILE!
You know I always admire those people whom still have chances to study.
Whenever I saw Secondary sch students,I hope that I can be back and study hard.
But I know I will nv turn back.
And I hope that all PPP's will be happy and smiling everyday too!

SIGH.
DO I HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE.
I WANT NOTHING LIEK LOVE OR WHAT EXCEPT MY BRIGHT FUTURE.
I DON'T WANT LOTS OF MONEY TOO.
JUST A DREAM JOB FOR ME IS ENOUGH.
ONLY AMERICA GIVES ME THE ANSWER.

I will never be happy till the day I am in America COACHING.

2006-05-10T17:56:00.000+08:00

NBA UPDATE( NETS WON GAME 1)

Yesh! Nets won Game 1 of the 2nd round of nba playoff against the Heat.Never underestimated the Nets!

Before Jefferson left with a leg injury,Nets led by as much as 22 points! But too bad Jefferson is hurt and had to leave the game.But in the end of the Game,they led by 12 points and win Game 1! Kidd finally able to find back his own identity for Game 1.But that is good enough,at least Im happy for him.He scored 21 points shooting 9-17 for Field Goals,4-6 for 3 Pointers,9 Rebounds and 7 Assists.Therefore I hope for better game at Game 2.Although Jefferson may not be able to play but I hope the nets can win with Jason Kidd high points effort and Vince Carter highflying action.I really do not want to see them lose again,they had come so far and lost to the Heat last year because of injury.But not now as they had come real far.

Pistons had also grab a 2-0 win over Cleveland.Spurs however is tied.I hope Dallas can grab the series winner.Update will be make soon!

Nets Vs Heat-Tml (GAME 2)

2006-05-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

NBA UPDATE

Nets are advancing to the 2nd round of the playoff series! Heat too,advancing to the 2nd round of the playoff! But the bad news is 2 of my favourite teams are going against each other in the 2nd round.Dwyane Wade Vs Jason Kidd.

The Nets are hoping to win this series as they fail to in last year series in round one.The only changes in New Jersey is Jefferson is back and already played with the Nets for one season.So i suppose that he is quite familiar with the stlye that the Nets played with Vince Carter.Last year he just reappeared with the Nets only in the playoff series and of course the Nets lost.He had never play with Carter before and a new Nets playing stlye since about one season he left.These maybe the reason they lost.This round is different,the Nets had defeated the Heat 3-1 in the regular season.Only one without Shaq O'neal.Therefore,their chances of winning is higher but we still cant underestimated the Heat.To add to this,the purpose that the Heat reformed adding Payton,Walker,Posey is to be more tougher and prepare for the Pistons.So I believe that will play harder just to play against the Pistons in the next round and of course defeat them and go into the NBA Finals.I believe the Nets also want to do this.They lose to the Pistons too 2 years ago as Jason Kidd is injured and this time they added Carter to the lineup.

Therefore,the matchup between the Nets and the Heat will be a exciting one.I hope that the Nets can win and advance to the next round.

Tuesday-Nets Vs Heat(First Round)

Update will be make soon.

2006-05-05T00:27:00.000+08:00

Im stuck of a Question today.
A Question that maybe God can give me my satify answer.
God if you are testing me,
How long you wanna test me?
Out of sudden I have to react fast to live in the environment
That had changed so suddenly.
I found that Im getting stupid,
I no longer study the subjects i love,
I no longer see the one I longed to see.
Life is so unpredictable.
It's like living in a maze.
Today,I saw people I have not seen for quite a while.
I saw her 2 friends at a different time.
When I saw the first one,
Out of sudden,I felt so happy.
Maybe she look like her,
Thats why.
But that kind of feeling can't use words to explain.
Sigh,
After that at 302 YewTee bustop,
I saw the other one.
ARGGH!
Its just happen so coincidentally.
After seeing her,
I was wondering.
Why?
Why?
Why saw those 2 of her friends but not her!
I was so confused.
Then when I went down the bus,
It rains,
Just that moment,
I felt hard that my heart are crying.
6 months.
I never seen her since then.
She was just like disappear from my life.
Words cant really describe how I feel.
Sigh.
I MISS HER.
Going Mad soon.

2006-05-03T19:10:00.000+08:00

NBA UPDATE (Miami,Nets)

It was indeed a NIGHTMARE!It happen at Florida this morning(Singapore Time).I watch so many games that the Heat had played and this is the most scariest and thrilling game I had ever watch.

"WHY?"

You will know when you watch it.Wade and the Heat won the game 5 with a unbelievable situation.Wade leaded Heat in the 1st and 2nd quarter with spectacular dunk and explosive passing.Especially the one to A Mourning!A back pass from left to right at the air to Mourning for a dunk.It makes the crowd with eye popping expression and screaming loud of their lungs!But the nightmare began when left with 6 minutes of the second quater,Wade was injured qhen he collided into M Sweetney of the bulls,He falls and hurts his left ankle and left hand.Then the Heat struggled down the lane and were down by five in the third quarter and when Shaq was hit with his fourth foul,Wade approach the trainer and informed him that He was OK. He then saw the opportunity at the timeout to get in there right away and try to contribute.

Nevertheless no one thought that a injured person can recover so fast after coming back.It is not just a slight fall,It was a huge bang down the floor.During the first 2 minutes,Wade is still adjusting his game but after that he went hitting threes down the arc,make nice shooting at the side!And Im sure of one thing,If Wade found his identity back like today.Heat is defintely making into the finals.

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The Nets are searching their identity too in the series.After this game of today,It seems that the nets are beginning to know who nets are exactly.A team that lose because of poor defence or a team that make back to back to the finals for 2 times.

Kidd is also beginning to finds back his identity.Points are not important in this situation.Morever the Nets are winning games because of kidd well defence maiking Johnson to 5-15 in game 5 and handling 15 assists setting up the francise record of assists in playoffs.Thats of course impressive!Those assists helped carter a lot especially despite of his 13-24 shooting.His highflying dunk also dominated the game.
Although Im worried for Kidd poor shooting,but I know he will recover his superior shooting one day.The Nets may end this series in a best 6 games at thursday at game 6.Lets hope for the best for Kidd and company.

Update will be post soon afer every games of Nets and to add to this,Heat game will be reported too.

http://www.nba.com/games/20060502/INDNJN/recap.html?nav=scoreboardhome
http://www.nba.com/games/20060502/CHIMIA/recap.html?nav=scoreboardhome

Offical Report Are Available At The Link Above.

2006-05-01T01:26:00.000+08:00

A short post before I got to sleep.
Suddenly I went thinking and thinking of my future again.
Sigh.
Maybe i should say its bad luck,
Or it's god that wanna put me in a test,
Or it's jsut my road should be.
Sometimes i told myself not to think too much,
Cause thinking too much may not help.
But its my future,
Maybe other people don't think of their future so hard like me.
Sigh.
I should smile!
Cause sch is starting on tuesday.
No matter how hard it is,
I think I must stay optimistic.
And I hope one day i would be where I wanted to be!
SMILE JEREMY!
ARRRRRRRRR!
SO FAKE !

NETS WON !
2-2 now!
HOPE TO HEAR THEIR HAPPY NEWS SOON !

2006-04-29T02:09:00.000+08:00

A short post before i go to sleep.
Been viewing other people's blog and maybe I think too much.
From now onwards,I will cherish what I have.
Unless the things I have gave up itself
Or else I wont give up on these things.
I found out that I have lost lots of things in the past.
Happen to saw Xsh Blog just now,
Happy to see that she is happy with her work.
I think of mine with Jh and Qx.
Although our job isn't relax and easy.
But,I still hope I can go back and work with Jh and Qx once again.
It was just FUN!.
I still remember waking up at 7 and meet them at 8.25am at 163.
Then after my kopi and their breakfast,
We went to take 963.
Hahas.
Listening to MP3 with Qx,Joking
And talk about how we going to survive the 10 plus hr
We going to endure esp there is function later on.
I wont forget about the Martin and Sathia joke.
Never.
But I know I will not be able to work with the 2 of them anymore.
Even Im in ITE now,
I will work Triple hard and get in to poly!
I don't want to regret anything I am going to do now!
I have lost lots of things I do not want!
A fullstop to these things!
I don't want to regret things that i had done anymore!

Song Playing now.-Zhou Hua Jian-Ai Qing Lu.

2006-04-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

NBA UPDATE II

Those report from netsdaily.com had indeed make my blood boil!A very exagerated comment and report over Jason Kidd and Anthony Johnson.

After the Pacers had manage to grab a win over nets in a 2-1 series currently,reports about the performance of Anthony Johnson are too unnecessarily.
Such comment like

1) A member of the Nets from 2001-03, Johnson played sparingly before he was eventually jettisoned as the Nets searched for someone better to back up Kidd. The way Kidd's played in this series, I doubt he could back Johnson up. This is not the Jason Kidd you knew in high school. Microfracture surgery has slowed him. Where he once darted, he now shuffles, his gallop reined in to a stately cantor.

2)Johnson's too quick for Kidd to handle by himself. He can't body up on him.He can't give him a cushion, but he does anyway - the best-case scenario being he gets beat, but pokes the ball out of Johnson's hands. Unfortunately, Johnson didn't turn the ball over once.

More sarcastic comment are written at http://www.netsdaily.com/.

I personally don't agree to all these comments.I agree that Johnson had been playing well,better than he did in the season games.He did bring the pacers up.But comment like kidd could back him up does not seem been a right comment.Its look too unreal too.If Johnson are so great.Question is can he did like what Jason kidd did bringing up the nets to 2 finals appearance and do lots of things that he did not even take out and say and make it so proud like what Johnson had done.Just a 3 game does not show any thing.It just like you cant write a summary when its not the right time yet.You have not finish ur body essay.!I hope that the rest of the series will show something.I hope Kidd can play well next game to show what the reports had written is totally wrong.

(The real answer that why kidd is not playing so well is because of his eye,He had been acting like this isnce early april due to his eye problem not because of the surgery.)

2006-04-28T12:27:00.000+08:00

NBA UPDATE

It is a disappointment for the nets in this series against the pacers.Looking at the situation now,the Nets may lose this series in 5.Their game 2 magnificent defence did not show up at game 1 and 3.They shot only 39 percent down the field and allow J O'neal and Anthony Johnson to score 37 and 25 each to combine 52 percent in total in a winover Nets.

The Nets are actually much more better then the pacers in every area.But in this series they really disappointed their fans and coach.The reason and factor for poor performance is 1)Their defence is slacking and Collins should take more tougher defence against O'neal like game two.2)Jason kidd need to manage his shot and improve his shot,maybe his eyes problem may affect him but maybe i suggest he should shoot more.3)Carter should not shoot more if he know his shooting streak is not there and Jefferson should take Carter place and shoot for him.Although the media had praise Anthony of his good performance in this series but he is still uncomparable to Kidd in every factors.

The Nets are capable of winning this series and I hope the nets can make a turnaround and head to the next round to play against the Miami Heat.

2006-04-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

I have finally completed my new blogskin.
A different type of skin style,
Compared to what i have use previously.
Im so satisfied after finishing it.
I also added something to the picture of wade,
Adding my address there.
Now I can go to sleep happily!

2006-04-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

Feeling a little unwell since yesterday.
Nose giving me some trouble.
Nose blocking and a light flu.
Sigh.
Went to JL house yesterday for soccer.
Chelsea vs Liverpool.
It may be a shocking ending.
Chelsea lost.
For poor defence and poor playing.
Finally I saw Qx,
Have not seen him since December.
He had not change,
Still the Qx with jokes.
But one small thing change,
We did not talk like in the past.
Somehow,
I felt a kind of distance between him and me.
Of course I hope i can go back to the past but i know its impossble.
Since the day I fail my N,
I cant go back to study,
I cant see her,
I cant have the laughters with the ppps I have in the past.
I had indeed lost some things,
But I promise myself to walk ahead with much more confidence!
I hope ONE day I will see the light.
The strong light!
The light to succeed.
Therefore,I will not give up!

2006-04-21T23:19:00.000+08:00

Sigh.
Im not good in speaking good english,
I know.
But my heart contais lots of emotions now.
Shall not comment what happen.
But.
I know I should walk forward not backwards.
Cause I know it doesn't helps.
Sigh.
I dont know what will be the outcome.
Really.
I have no idea.
God,
I don't whether coming to you helps?
I dont mind where I am now,
But please,
I hope I will have a bright future one day.
I don't want to be someone useless in the future.
I don't know.
Im confuse.
....................

2006-04-19T16:23:00.000+08:00

Nice?
Hahas.
The only problem is on the right side of the page.
I dont know how to make the page small.
Looks odd when u scroll right.
But never mind.
The background will cover those small mistakes.
So nice.
Dwyane was cool in the pic.
Other background I have found!.

2006-04-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

A short post before i go to sleep.
Sigh.
Was surfing the net for abt 1/2 hr.
Viewing ppl blogs.
All so unique and special,
With wet tears post and joyable post.
Oh man.
Back to mine.
All with this type of post.
In a sudden,
I began to think of my past again,
I misses all of them.
Misses the school,teachers,her and of course the ppp's.
What we often do in school,
Especially soccer!
This fri Im going back with JL.
Hope I will have fun like I had been last year.
I want to tickle them in the hole,slap their butt at the stupid hole again!
Im so excited !
The excitement!
Do you think I can get it at ITE ?
Nope I cant.
Even there is,
It cant compare to those with the ppp's.
You can say im exaggerated.
But its real.
Maybe people who does not understand now,
Will understand these when time comes.
Sigh.
Lots of questions unanswer!
Especially her!

2006-04-17T17:29:00.000+08:00

10 Years time,
I hope my life will have a little change.
I hope I will be able to be in US,
Missing my family as i was unable to see them everyday.
I hope I will be able to things that i am unable to do now.
I don't want my dream to be just a dream.!
This few days,
Resting at home really works.
Im more refresh now.
More happy now.
Thus,After this break I will continue to fight hard!
I know I can do it.
I have lose more than i won.
I don't want to continue losing.
Lastly I hope i can still have good relationship with my fellow PPPs.
I hope they will not forget me!
Cause they are best friends.

2006-04-12T23:14:00.000+08:00

Sigh.
A big sigh of my mouth.
Phew.
I scared i will become stupid everyday.
Anyone around that am able to help me.
I wan to be clever instead of stupid!
Still the same,
i still hope that soemone will be beside me guiding me how to walk the next step.
IM LOST.

2006-04-08T19:28:00.000+08:00

Its been sometimes since i blog.
Holidays for me now.
I am very tired physical and mentally.
So i guess this short break may suits me.
To rest my mind.
Sigh.
I hope aftr the rest,
I will be able to continue.
It will not be easy i know!
Lets be happy for now.
My blur future makes me feel uneasy.

2006-03-30T19:23:00.000+08:00

NBA UPDATE.

THE KIDD THAT IS FOREVER YOUND AND STRONG IN MY HEART

Two days ago ,after the match of suns and nets.Reports and news compared J-kidd,the kid who is still young in heart at 33 yrs old and the 04-05 Reign MVP Winner.Steve Nash was held scoreless in 26 mins and first time in his 258 games.Kidd did that to Billups too the previous forcing the Finals MVP to score 2/10 of the field.Although Kidd is averaging 8.3 pg for the 3 games.But he is unstoppable in defence grabbing 14 season high rebounds in the game at detriot and 10 rebounds at game versusing the suns.Steve Nash won the season Mvp last season as he bring up the turn around suns after he was traded back.The precious backup guard of J-kidd are said to be a better point guard then Kidd.However,J-kidd had a better effort of bringing a 20 over wins nets to 50 plus win after he came to new jersy and he should be the MVP of 2001-2002, 2002-2003 season but Duncan grabbed that crown at 02-03 season.Actually Kidd effort are much more then Duncan's one.

Hoping for the best that the nets will carry on winning and maybe get into the finals.

2006-03-24T19:21:00.000+08:00

Somtimes I wish that I can turn back time.
So that I can cherish what I have in the past.
But not now.
I have lost it.
I am still in a state of confusion.
Should I continue for Os or continue the ITE way.
What I want is just a future.
A guarantee Future.
I cant use words to explain what I want.
Its that kind of hard pain and passion.
If someone was beside me all long,it will be easier.
I am weak,I really need someone to walk with me.
And I know i'm already tired.
Too tired to continue.
Tons of thinking going round my brain everyday.
And Im unsure of my long future.
Sigh.
If this goes on,Im afraid I can still continue walking.
My eyes are closing.
A sigh of falling down.
I afraid that i will never climb up again.

2006-03-23T16:48:00.000+08:00

KIDD HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
23.03.06!
You are turning 33!
but not older every year!
But younger every year!
You gonna work hard with the other Big 3s
To bring the Championship back home!

With <3

2006-03-13T19:31:00.000+08:00

Sigh.
I cant even answer my own question.
I really doesn't know wat to do.
Is it going to be a dream forever.!
Just a dream.?
I want it to be a dream now,
But to happen in the future.
I just want to go america and be a Coach.!
Is it so diffuclt and unfufillable ?
Am i gonna be what I am in the future.
Holding a job of $1000 and smile everday!
Hahas.
I rather commit sucide.
End my life.!
THATS IT!
I have high expectation,
Maybe higher than anyone else.
Can anyone tell me that he/she is in my situation and wanna be a coach.?
Or have a dream that is so hard to accomplish?
Tell me.!
And im not just dreaming!
I am trying my best to reach that dream.!
Sigh.
MY BEAUTIFUL DREAMS AND MY UNBEAUTIFUL WORLD.
I feeling right now that Im just stab with a knife.!
Sigh.

2006-03-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

Life is very weak.
I should say it's short and fragile.
I scared I cant fufill my dreams and die.
I don't want to regret life.
I want to live life to the fullest !
Today my brother rabbit just died.
and Im the one who noticed it in the morning.
I feel sad,
although i never feed the rabbit before and hardly take care of it.
But I suddenly feel like there is something gone in my life.
Everyday i went home and paas by the kitchen,
I will saw it.
But i think I will never have the chance to see it again!
RIP.
TAKE CARE!

AMEN.

2006-03-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

I have to make a decision by tomorrow afternoon.
It will be a must.
a decision whether I will participate in this yr O level examinations a not.
I know i'm not suitable of taking part in this examination.
My standard is so low.
But it may be the key to my future.
Maybe if i take the O level examination.
I know if i have pass.
I can go to Jc or Poly nxt yr.
Maybe i have a better chances of gong to America.
i saw a advertisement on the today newspaper days ago.
With O level, I can go to US for university education at a low cost.
And if i can,
I know once I reach there.
My dream is going to be nearer.
Therefore,
A O level cert is important.
I also know that if I do not excerise my brain.
My brain will turn rust.
I got to make this desicion fast.
Thus i can be ale to start catching up.

2006-03-04T17:24:00.000+08:00

Im so troubled.
so im back again.
sigh.
here are my dreams and goals for my life ahead.
i will fufill it.
if not.
i will be wasting my life

GOALS AND DREAMS-

Nearest and coming year goals,plans.

-get a gpa of 4 for my 2 yr in ite,proceed to poly.
-hope to get into a diff course,hopefully a business course.
-continue to have great passion towards basketball.
-have a self disiplined character and a none bad changing character.
-have good relationship with the ppp's.
-have a good image always.
-speak good english,prefer the slang one, know more about the happening of the world.
-be more intelligent.

2006-03-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

Looks like after so long.
im still confused of what to do.
this is so profund.
this fall is indeed terrible.
its so worst.
im so in pain.
mixed feelings.
im still lost.
kinda envy those who are still on the right track but do not know how to cherish
and
those who are doing well on the right track with consistant hard work.
and im here.
sometimes i think can i ever reach there?
my destination of success.
its so blur.
i still cant see anything beyond my reach.
i need someone to guide me.
maybe that will helps.
sigh.
i have big dreams,high expectations but.
i cant even fufill a small thing.

2006-02-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

http://www.jiuai.com/Lyrics.asp?d203a8e9
http://www.tt78.com/SongPlay.asp?Souid=85785&.htm

I was actualyl putting the lyrics here.
but the blog cant recongnised the words.
so it were rejected.
thia song is really meaningful.
its somehow talking abt me.
its really inspire me to go on!
i know the road im walking is tough.
but i believe i will see the light to my route one day!
DREAM SO FAR AND SO TOUGH

I will hope for the best!
and continue to walk!

2006-02-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

55TH ALL STAR GAME MVP

The NBA ALL STAR WEEKEND has just ended yesterday.it end with the 55th all star game.Lebron James of the CAVS is crowned the ALL STAR MVP honor.He scored 29 points,and outwin Tracy McGrady 36 points and won the east won 122-120.Dwyane Wade started for the east too.He scored 20 points and 7-11 of the fields.Before that,On friday,the Rookies and the Sophomores carried out the battle of the 2006 rookie challenge.

2006 ROOKIE CHALLENGE MVP

Andre Iguodala won the MVP honor of the rookie challenge.He socred 30 points and led the soph team to victory scoring his 30 points in the second half.Chicago's Ben Gordon scored 17 points and Boston's Delonte West had 15 for the sophs, who topped the rooks for the fourth consecutive year. Toronto's Charlie Villanueva and Houston's Luther Head led the Rookies with 18 points apiece, while New Orleans/Oklahoma City's Chris Paul tallied eight points, 11 assists and five steals.

On saturday,the 3 Point shootout , Slam dunk contest,Shooting stars challenge and the Skill challenge was carried out.

The Spurs Team won the shooting stars challenge beating the houston,lakers and Defending champion Suns team.Team San Antonio, comprised of current Spur Tony Parker, Spurs legend Steve Kerr and WNBA star Kendra Wecker of the Silver Stars, dominated the competition in the 2006 RadioShack Shooting Stars challenge with a record-setting time of 25.1 seconds. Parker drilled the half-court shot on his first attempt to ice the contest. The San Antonio trio finished more than 15 seconds ahead of Team Los Angeles. Team Houston finished the six-shot course in 47.2 seconds, and last year's winners, Team Phoenix, took 47.7 ticks to hit all six buckets.

Dirk Nowitzki won the 2006 3 pint shootout with a fantastic result.Normally standing at 7 feet cant be good in shooting 3 point.But Nowitzki is very different.He defeated Gilbert Arenas and Ray Allen to take home the victory in the 2006 Foot Locker Three-Point Shootout. Nowitzki finished with 18 points in the final round, while Arenas tallied 16 and Allen collected 15. Defending champion Quentin Richardson failed to make it out of the first round. He and Chauncey Billups both banked 12 points. Dirk's teammate Jason Terry finished with 13 first-round points.

The most shocking moment in 2006 ALL star weekend is the SLAM DUNK CONTEST.The 175cm contestant,Nate robinson,took back the trophy by beating Defending champion Josh Smith,Hakim Warrick,Rookie challenge Champion Andre Iguodala .This is the 2nd shortest player in history since 20 years ago when Spud webb (170cm) won the slam dunk champion back in 1986.The 5-9 Robinson's only 50 point dunk was on a bounce pass from Spud Webb, the 1986 champion and the only other sub-6-foot winner in Slam Dunk history. Iguodala had a 50-point slam in each round. Memphis rookie Hakim Warrick and defending champion Josh Smith of Atlanta were eliminated in the first round with two-dunk totals of 86 and 81 points,respectively

2006-02-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

DWYANE WADE* 2006 SKILLS CHALLENGE CHAMPION.

He was crowned the champion by beating ALL STAR MVP Lebron James in the final.
He completed the obstacle course in 26.1 seconds.Lebron James completed in 33.7 seconds.Last year Champion Steve Nash was kicked out in the first round together with rookie Chris Paul with times of 42.6 and 52.8 seconds, respectively.

2006-02-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

did not turn up for sch today.
as i will be late if i go.
sigh.
saw this quote when surfing the quote website.

In the middle of every difficulty lies opportunity
Albert Einstein

i hope i can find the right opportunity in my difficulty now.
i hope everything that is predestined now is a key to success.
i dont know will it be right.

The pessimist sees difficulty in every opportunity. The optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty

wow.
if thats so.
i might change my way of thinking.
and think opmistic.

sigh.
hoping for the best of the best.

2006-02-20T00:16:00.000+08:00

Im so troubled still.
i think i will nv be happy.
i dunno when will be the day that i will smile so hard till my teeth drop.
no one will unerstand me.
nothing is successful in my life
my love is failure.
nevr mind.
my future is also so misty
what can i do ?
im very tired.
since the day i left ws,
i do not really have a friend that i share my thoughts.
last time i share it with qx,ky,jh.
but it is kinda hard now to tell them.
i nv talk to qx now,
dunno want to alarm him over small things,
he has his os.
ky?
always have no time.
jh?
yea.abit.but those things which happen in sch.
i hardly tell him.
he wont understand how i feel.
tell him abt my dream?
he will say im dreaming.
i really wish that i can study so hard till i pass.
maybe these things wont really happen.

GOD!
i just want to tell you that,
recently things doesnt really goes well.
why?
i can hardly breathe now.
thats lots of things i really do not wan to do!
thats really lots of things i really wan to do!
im so confused!

sometimes i will really think that is coach what i wan for my ambition.
why i will think this way.
cause i cant even get well now,be happy now.
will my future be happy?
i dont know! seriously.

but i know myself well.
only basketball makes me so attracted to it.
i just cant live with it.
today when i saw wade won the skills challenge.
out of sudden, i really feel like im him.
why.
i want to be like him!
and nate robinson!
when he won the slam dunk champ,
i was like can i be like him maybe 10 yrs later?
participate in the slam dunk competition.
play around him and spur webb?
haha.
im joking !
it wont happen.

my mind is really in a mess.
when ppl say they dream of being a singer.
in the end,
they fufill their dreams!
i wish i will be like them.
but can i?
I DON'T KNOW!

maybe if i can choose.
i wish i will nv be born.!

I CANT BE OPTIMISTIC !
MY WORLD IS TOTALLY DARK.
I CANT SEE ANYTHING THAT IS BEYOND MY SIGHT.
I NEED SOMEONE TO GUIDE ME
BUT I KNOW I WONT HAVE ONE.

2006-02-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

It will happen agian.
i promise.
i have learnt my precious lesson.
i hope i wont be like this anymore!

back to business.
sigh.
wat will happen to me in future.
i hope for the best of the best.
I WILL
I WILL FUFILL MY DREAM ONE DAY!

2006-02-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

i didnt post this few days.
and.
so its so fast.
1 week since i post.
the o level came out this fri.
wow.
that girl who get 10 A's is indeed fabulous.
no other words can describe it.
if i had study hard.
i am now preparing to take the Os le.
but.
i was not lucky enough.
but i still hope that i can turn from a salt fish to a abalone.
wow.!
that will be great.
still the old word.
Im hoping for the best of the best.
i cant give up .
i hate mon!
turning lesson.
because im not attending a lesson but a speech.
he is worse then santok.
oh my god!
but i cant blame him too.
he is a good teacher.

went out with kaw yi there all yesterday.
another happy day once again.

Tuesday is valentine day.
it will be a normal day for me.
nothing special actually.
just a day.
but i hope that xuelin can go out with the person she likes!
and enjoy.
thats my wish for valentine day!

2006-02-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

its sun.
tml mon.
days went fast?
1 mth had gone.
if thats so.
faster.
wanna end all this unhappy days.
see the light and walk the route of success.
just had a short chat with qi xian.
delighted.
surprised.
we will meet one day somewhere.
maybe we can study together again.
like in the past.
yea.
i will work hard.
if i do not.
i know i will ended at a place that i will be screaming.
a place that do not contain my dreams.

had my frustration yesterday when i was playing basketball.
all those awful things came out.
my past.
i hope i can have a chance to go somewhere i want

hoping for the best.
smile!

2006-02-02T18:54:00.000+08:00

Its been quite a long time i have blog.
suddenly.
im thinking lots of things in my mind.

Actually everyday life lets you learns something.
no matter its televison,
teachers,
parents,
thinking.

my 1st failure in my life is to fail n levels.
and did not have the mood to choose the course of ite.
then choose anyhow.
everystep in life is important.
walk wisely.
now im doing engineering.
i cant go to poly for business.
too bad.
BUT im going to aim for product design engineering.
it looks quite qttractive to me.
i hope i can be someone someday.
and even go to america.

i still wont change my ambition only i added something else.
to become a coach and be someone useful someday.
thats my new ambition.
although ite just not the place for me but im gonna work hard.
after 2 yrs .
i may consider to go to ns first
then come out continue with poly studies for 3 yr.
then i will see wat i can do after that.
i only hope i can work hard and do something great .
great disovery.
haha.
then go america.
hope so.

HOPING FOR THE BEST OF THE BEST.
and all the best to the ppp's taking OS.
you all will succeed better than me.
BRIGHT future stepping on the road of Os.
really.
even you fail.
so take care!

2006-01-28T13:52:00.000+08:00

had a wonderful day yesterday.!
wosh!
18 of us went out together and watch movie.
the whole left row mainly is our ppl.
i dunno when can i go out wth them again.
28 days had pass this yr.
only yest make me happy.
haha.
but too bad qx nv come.
or else it will be more fun.
i have seen everyone except him.
hope to reunite with him soon.
and im also going for the best in ite.
or else i will regret.
2 yrs.
faster bye bye.

2006-01-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

To eat bread without hope is still slowly to starve to death.

I hope what im hoping can bring me some hope.
haha.
and i know i can just sit there and hope
but do something and hope for the best.
sometimes,
i really hope one person is beside me
who understand me.
who i can share things to.
one whom i can rely to.

im neen searching for something,
a answer.
answer to my dream.
will that come true.
My AMBITION.
i hope so.

Creativity comes from trust. Trust your instincts. And never hope more than you work.

new year coming.
hope i can fogot these and put aside
and enjoy the new yr.
after jan.
its gonna be another month that i nv seen u.
getting further.
everytime i think of you.
my hearts sanks,
pain.
i dun wann to like another one.
and i did not wan to hope that you will be with mi.
but i hope that i can be friends with you again.
see u at times.
maybe thats enough for me.

Im confused.
so confused.

I really wan to be someone.
someone im longed to be.

A SUCESSFUL person.

2006-01-24T19:55:00.000+08:00

Its been a few days that i did not blog.
wow.
i hope this year can end fast like last yr.
maybe at the start.
i do not like 2006.
haha.
2006 do not had things that make me happy yet.
change of sch evironment,
different friends at sch,
i did not see her anymore.
wow.
lots of things.
i do not wan to be a ENGINEER.
I WANT TO BE A COACH.
yea.?

i hope i can one day.
still hoping for the best of the best.
hope to see my dearest ppp soon.
life without them become dull.
no jokes from xian anymore.
no more soccer with them anymore.
no more exaggeration from eng chaing,jowell.
i miss all those.
now i know something.

HUMAN DO NOT CHERISH THINGS WHEN THEY HAVE IT.
THEY ONLY KNOW HOW IMPORTANT IT IS WHEN THEY LOST IT.

J.

2006-01-19T19:35:00.000+08:00

Start ite for a few days since mon.
but i still think im not suitable for it.
the environment,the people,the result of success there.
i still not surwe what i can do with the cert i quaduate with it.
and since my break time is diff with kt.
spent the whole time myself walking here and there.
if this goes wrong.
i will go mad.
i really misss ws and ppp a lot.
last time.
when break time,
i will always not be alone but eat with a bunch of ppp.
now kinda very weird.
i have no friend there.
seriously.
sigh.
the reason i wan to take my os is because i wan to have a bright future.
but i dont know can it be possible.

still hope for the best.
but im not in the good mood now.
feeling very down.
lots to think.

MY MEMORIAL FOUR YR SEC SCH LIFE.

2006-01-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

Since i cant sleep i will continue blogging for the last time today.
im going to write about my 4 yr life in ws.

YR 1

Life at sec 1 is a long time thing for me.It is also the year that i do not like most in 4 yrs.Why?maybe i do not meet all of the ppp.in sec 1, i was same class with jowell,kun thai,teck hua,william,xiang wei frm the ppp.that yr for us is playing lan.cs,wc.it was quite boring as i nv too close with them.i sit next to xw the 1st day. i still remember it.haha.then we began to know ourselves when we play our interclass basktball.that time,i still do not know how to play bb.i was a shortie that do not like sports.then i started my game there.i do not how to shoot.it is funny.we lost the first match .at then,only xw knows how to play bb and is playing well.i also remember that yr i start to fight with jowell.i do not like him then and once in the yr.we fall with each other.even last yr i still remember jowll still talking nonsence of the sec 1 thing.which make me irratated in sec 1which end us then.but it was fine after a while.jowell is a nice guy but with a stupid mouth.but we become close after that.then we went to yr 2.sec 2.

Yr 2

sec 2 were diff in the first day as we have diff ppl in class.xw,kun thai,teckhua,william went down to the d class.Then qi xian,eng chaing went up.i do not like them then as i though they were ppl who like to make noise.i remember got once i even become upset in the dec hoildays whether will i drop down to the d class as they are to naughty i scared i cant study.but maybe i was wrong,exactly wrong.the first day, i sat with jowell and qx sit with ec as we do nto know each other.a new also drop form the express down to our class.he is kar hwee.we began to know eaach other after few days.then xw they all also know the rest of the d class students.ppp which conisist of lao shu,hong xiang,jian hui,kaw yi,jia yong,jin li,ying jie.the first impression of them still nto a nice pic.i didnt get well with jian hui,jia yong,lao shu,kar hwee that yr.then i remember that yr is a most memorial yr for us.haha.we are childish but fun.haha.i am laughing now. i now i cant get that fun anymore now.we shouted,play water,so childish things.haha.i remember we even get punished because of that 2 times at stage of staying in the toilet while assembly.then the whole school know us.hah.haha.that yr also a yr that we loves basketball much.we played everyday.after sch.till 6.it was fun.but my basketball skill is so lousy then too.i remeber i am good in onyl 2 pointer then.Also i do not like basketball like now.i only play but not like it so much like now.but itss the basic.haha.we played the whole yr that i drop down to sec 3 d the next yr.which brought even closer with the ppp.

Yr 3.

That yr is uncomfortable at first as i miss the c class.i wan back that class.and also thats the only yr that i work most hard that yr.i score some incredible results turning a 0 mark history to a 70,75 mks for mid and final yr.my maths still so lousy as i get 2 mks for final yr.that yr is also the yr i get to like xue lin so hard.she is the very special girl when i fist notice her.wosh.her big eyes make mi go lala.it make mi cry too that day at the bus.after that day,i know i fall in love with her.deep.but as i dunno her.the feeling were weird.sec 3 life is also the last yr at teck whye.i remember it is the water war yr that i enjoy moost.woohooo.haha.u know wat,sec 2 yr is onyl playing with water.now is a war.where we all take weapons from the toilet.Pipes,dirty water in a bucket,broom,smallround scent ball for the cubical,door.haha. damn funny.haha.we make ourself very wet and then escaped when the auntie came.one time jowell get caught and tell mr raj that his ambition is to become a fire man.haha.we play evry recess and after sch.teaming ourselves.i still rememver we like to play open no in every recess to see who take the talll tall desert bowl eaten by us.haha.that yr,i was very close with kawyi but it nv went long as ppp had say im the dog of him which did make our relationship went far.then the 4th yr come.

Yr 4.

I didnt know it will be the last yr for me,i still wants to continue for the 5th yr but i cant.i was surpised that i go to thee class which is the best class last yr.wosh.but im still playful,finding my shoes play around.only get to study seriously at june.too late.altough i become serious every lessons getting to the teacher at the teacher's table.but it was too late.that yr become our soccer yr as we loves to play soccer then at the bsketball court.haha.i still remember it was damn damn damn fun.i learn lots of thing that i can tlearn from the teachers but the ppp.then i began to get close with qi xian,jain hui.i didnt know qi xian is such a fun person to study with play with.do things with.he is a clever person.i duno but its weird.he make me love watching goals although i know he may nto watch now,watch historical shows like san guo and recently im watching shui hu zhuan.its fun being his friend so as jian hui.if i wan to sing i can find him.he enjoy it like me.that yr is the n level yr as i love and hates most.after the unknown n.i jian,xian went to work.its fun working with them.the funny hawaii music.haha.memories.sathia,linges.we were following what they do .haha.i still remember xian get scolded one time as he doing the butt mouth action and sathia mistaken him of laughing at his action.i still remember we will sit 963 everyday and eat breakfast everyday.kopi O.i always drink it.although it is still not far way from now.but i is the past.i cant ammit.then results were out.i fail.sigh.after that i know i will not have good relationship and even hang around wit ppp anymore.now. i still hope not.i stioll wan to be close with jian hui,talk big with jowell,go william house,be close with kaw yi and qi xain,play soccer and basketball with them agian.i wanna be a ppp for life if i can.ppl always cherish when they lose it.im in the situation.although they have mi happy and also sd before.but it is s honour to know them.

im gonna face the truth and go to sleep and go to sch tml.sigh.PRAY.

2006-01-16T01:16:00.000+08:00

tommorrow gonna be the first day of sch.
its gonna be very weird.
im not attending sec 5
but ite.
but i need to go on.
i have no other route.
guess it will be hard.
damn hard.
i cant imagine.

today went out with the pp.
wow.
a fantastic day although not all were there.
i miss them a lot.
really.
brought one long pants and one shirt which i not quite like.
the pants were fantastic.
nice.
but still im not happy.
tml coming.
i really scared
the fear.
wosh.

i really do not want to change.
current me is fine for me.
i like now.
my current character.
ppl who know mi well
know im the type who do not like to change .
esp to the worst.
i wan to be what i am now and down the 10 yrs
except some little good things that can be changed
otherwise.
i do not wan to change.

hoping for the best.
the best im looking for.
hope that the road im walking is diffcult now but will
become more easier when i keep walking.

sigh.

2006-01-13T12:46:00.000+08:00

In hrs time.
im gonna do what i do not want.
i would like to find another way if i can.
but.
this time i have no choice.
PRAY.

2006-01-10T01:56:00.000+08:00

For a moment.
my mind was so happy.
cause i finally had her news.
i saw her name in ppl blog.
knowing something abt her makes me happy.
for a moment.
After that i blame myself again.
if i study hard yr ago.
i wont be thinking this way now.
i will see her in sch everyday.
haha.
human is like this.
they only know how to cherish when they lost something.
I REGRET.
i really wonder how is she?
is she happy?
is she ok with her new class.
so how is she now?
i have lots of things to tell her.
but i know i cant.
and one thing is real for sure!
she will forgot me very fast or
she had already forgot me.
im lost.
its just some small things that ruins the beautiful pictures.
my life is going to the tough one.
it begans soon.
i really hope i can suceed one day.
sigh.
haix.

hoping for the best tomorrow.
i do not want to change.
i wan to secretly admire and likes you forever.

2006-01-09T11:54:00.000+08:00

Once again.
Tommorrow is monday again.
I miss going to school.
im troubled.
just finish with jian's blog.
i hope he is happy with it.
i really hope i can continue to have good relationship with the ppp.
although i know some will not contact mi now.
as im no longer in sch.
haix.

It seems to me that trying to live without friends is like milking a bear to get cream for your morning coffee.
Zora Neale Hurston:

2006-01-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do.

:Epictetus

Its friday.
Once again,
for people who is attending school.
it is going to be a nice weekend to enjoy and rest.
I hope i can be one of them but i cant.
finally i know be able to study is a joy.

Saw this very nice quote above.
im gonna do that.!
anyone see this can follow.
im going to say i can.
then im going to do what im going to do.
i believe with hard work i will get what i want.

You reap what you sow.

It is good to have an end to journey toward, but it is the journey that matters in the end.

Ursula K. LeGuin.

Right.
my west spring life has ended.
but my life have not.!
thats mean what i achieve in the end is more important then
what im looking to the past.

Im looking for the best of the best.!

Jeremy khoo.06.01.06.

2006-01-05T00:08:00.000+08:00

But there is suffering in life, and there are defeats. No one can avoid them. But it's better to lose some of the battles in the struggles for your dreams than to be defeated without ever knowing what you're fighting for.

Paulo Coelho.

gone through a no of quotes today.
i was too bored and free today and yest.
kinda miss that feeling of going back sch.
really miss.
when i wake up i will see the tiem and think of
if i am sch waht im doing..
bla bla.
haix.
but i may not return anymore.
i miss all my ppp friends there.
esp xue lin.
i cant see her anymore.
too bad.
slowly she will totally forget mi.
now.
i wont think of love now.
my life is totally a mess.
no time.
no mood.

Corita Kent:
Love the moment. Flowers grow out of dark moments. Therefore, each moment is vital. It affects the whole. Life is a succession of such moments and to live each, is to succeed.

im now in a dark mood.but i believe i will walk out.
definetly.
i will be a happy jeremy again one day.
yea?
and i will fufil my dreams.

HOPE FOR THE BEST OF THE BEST ONCE AGAINN!

jeremy

2006-01-03T16:33:00.000+08:00

Miracles.

"I do not want god to create miracles for me.I want to be the one who create miracles myself."

Jeremy khoo.03/01/06

2006-01-02T18:05:00.000+08:00

its 2nd of january.
its means not more 24 hr to sch time.
I jeremy khoo.
still here don not know whether can i head back to sch.
this senario suddenly remember me of the NBA.
i am just like to decide whther i am going to stay for the team.
or become a free agent to start anew for the other team.
i know if i nv head to sch tml.
i will nv return.
I will leave her,
all my friends.
i know very well once i leave.
they will not be close and even not be with mi anymore.
if i head back.
it will be very different.
But i know i cant go back.
Im lost.
very lost.
I regreted like i always did not.
i learnt my lesson.
But.
what else can i do.
No miracle .
just face the truth.
i did not make it.
to sec 5.
i failed my N.
im useless.
And i know.
definetly.
this year for Me.
JEREMY KHOO.!
will be damn hard.
no one can describe the toughness.
im laughing now.
why?
im really helpless.
i dun know what to do.
someone help me.
i dun wan to lose evrything in a night.
after i wake up.
i know i lose my friends.
i know i may not have a chance to study in ws.
i know many things.
but what can i do.
hahahaaha.!
I have no more excuse to let him speecless and let mi return.
even i return.
im gonna face one tough year.
it only can blame.
blame waht.
mi!
my stupidness.
my childish act.
not to pass my exam.
there im here.
Failure.
hahaah.
i laugh again.
i only can blame myself .

yesterday i think of one yr ago.
i thinked of many things.
i only can say.
i regret.
IF anyone of u walk past my blog and saw evrything of this.
if u are still schooling.
or u are still doing something.
work hard .
do not give up.
or u regret like mi.
esp my friends.
if u see this.
i EMPERSISE.!
Work hard!.
you cna make it in ur Os.

Take care.
qi xian,
kaw yi,
jian hui,
william,
jowell.

I own you guys.
i only hope that we will have another chance to be friends again.
be close again with u all.

also.
take care,xuelin.

2006-01-01T01:24:00.000+08:00

Its now one hour after 2005.
many people may be feeling excited,joying,happy,high.
heyhey.
it is because its a new year.
But im sad to leave 2005.
maybe i may not have the chance to reappear in senarios in 2005.
go to wsss to study.
class 4e.
ppp friends.
the girl i wan to see.
everything.
as it said.
new yr new things.
people need to walk straight.
they cant stay there forever.
i also need to follow that.
i don't know.
what will happen this yr.
bad?
good?

speechless.
im scared.
really.
wheerre will i head.
to hell or heaven
can i retain?
im going persistant towards this.
MR SEEET.
IM GOING AFTER YOU.
AFTER I WAKE UP.!

cause i found out i cant go ite.

Same word.
Jeremy is still hoping for the best.
the best and best.

2005-12-29T22:12:00.000+08:00

It came again.
the type of fear and pain.
i guess i cant go back to sch.
i was right.
god is like playing a game with mi.
everytime what i want will not succeed.
very simple wish.
to retain now.
they haven callme.
so thats mean im not chosen.
i dun wan to call back.
why?
dun wan to hear them saying im not good enough to be the five of them.
have enough,
IM LOST.
someone guide me.
how should i react and continue walking.

AGAIN.
i still hope a a better day.
to some people.
now is the period to celebrate the end of the month and go to 2006.

To me.
im not happy with 2005.
it hurts me.
and i dun think 2006 will allows mi to smile.

SO.
im anti social from the world
everything except myself.
im dangerous
ain't me?.

2005-12-28T00:14:00.000+08:00

It is gonna be the end of day.
again,
im going to sleep without a future.
i dunno wat is the answer.
whether my future is bright.
if im not going back to sch.
i am not going to see all of youu.
all my beloved classmates and buddies.
i hope u all will remember me.
if u need help.
i will still be here.

Life is a rollercoaster to me.
i dunno when will i reach the high part
and get happy and smile.
yes.i can smile now.
but not happily.
even im happy its only going to go for not more than 5 min.
then i will get back to myself again.

IF I HAVE A WISH!
i will wish to be happy everyday.
no stress.
no issue to think abt.
just be happy in a sunny island
enjoy the breeze.
the wind.
the ocean.
WOSH.!
perfect life.

i will continue to hope for the best .
hope tml will be a different day!

2005-12-26T01:16:00.000+08:00

its late at night.
im gonna sleep after blogging.
just finish surfing on net on nba.com
about history and lots of things.
i learn many things today.
not studies i know.
haha.
but my interest ma.
about 1 hour reading about that not feeling bored.
i learn who is the top scorer,top assist,top rebound.
and i found out that actually karl malone is such a good player.
only noticed that today.
wow.
and reggie miller too.
but back to life,reality.
i still dunno where will i go,
very troubled when i come to this issue.
i hope those people who are still young or haven take a major exam.
advise to u all.
STUDY DAMN DAMN SUPER HARD.
Study hard is not good yet,
like me,
study hard but still fail.
haix.
MUST STUDY TILL YOU CANT.

i can just only hope god is with mi,
hope he will let mi go and do what im intersted in.

God.
you know what i mean.
A COACH.
america.
yeah?

FOR ME.
how hard now is never mind.
but will i get what i wan in the end.?
if not.
no use.

its late.
i got to sleep.

see ya.

2005-12-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

Today is Christmas.
its everybody favourite.
all are getting excited over this holiday.
santa coming to town and a happy day for them.
however im feeling nothing.
to add to that,im so down that i really dun have the mood to joke.
These days are very difficult days for mi.
WHY?
my future is very shaky.
i may not have a bright future.
seriously,i really need someone by my side.
to accompany me.
to tell what should i do.
to calm down me.
but..
i will never have a person beside mi now.

tears dropping.
it really hurt down in my heart.
Sorry jesus and santa.
I am unable to smile at ur birthday.

2005-12-23T14:54:00.000+08:00

Im feeling very down now.
first time in my life.
IM LOST.
i do not know wat to do the next step.
i really dunno wat can i end up to.
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
im almost at home since the release of results.
i really have no mood.
i only hope i can retain.
re do things again
cherish things again.
but.
its all god's decision.

2005-12-20T15:52:00.000+08:00

I HOPE FROM TODAY ONWARDS.!

A NEW JEREMY IS BORN
DIFFERENT HIM!
STOP THE PLAYFULLNESS
STOP THE CHILDISHNESS.

AND OVERCOME DIFFULTY.

2005-12-20T15:49:00.000+08:00

Wo xiang tong le.
thats why im here.
wosh.
maybe this is my destiny.
my journey,
a long one.
but i will use this one more yr to learn more things.
i will not lose.
but i benefit.

AGAIN.
i still hven gave up on my dream.
no matter how hard.
how tough.
i hope i can go through.

because im jeremy.!

2005-12-19T10:39:00.000+08:00

In hours time.
there it go.
whether i fail or pass.
wosh!
i really hope she is with mi.
but im alone.

I DUN WAN TO FAIL!
GOD SAVE MI!

2005-12-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

TOday went to play basketball
This may be the last time that we play basketball together
why?
cause we got to be seperated in days time.
had a great time today
cause we went back to our old sports again
wat we always play 2 years ago
and is wat that bring us together.
it is really my fortune that i can become a ppp member.
if anyone see this.
dun laugh or wat.
if u r having a gp of friends for 3 or four yrs.
and wat happen is you may be seperated in days time.
this is cruel.
things
youu always do evryday with them
youu share with them this 4 yrs
that makee you quarrel this fours yrs

AND THEN.
you are going to stop without a good reasons.
I CANT!
really.
and is 14 of them.!

God.!
please just let everyone of us pass!
and everyone of us in the na to pass.!

2005-12-16T18:56:00.000+08:00

IT is reaching very soon
the day when some people loves and hates
for me.
im in the middle.
That day may
END MY DREAM
END MY SCHOOL LIFE
END MY HOPE
END MY EVERYTHING
seriously i dunno what will happen
WHAT CAN I DO?

2005-12-15T10:56:00.000+08:00

its been quite a long time since i blog
so i am thinking of blogging today
my com i shaving the same prob agian
wosh
cant use for a long time
so im going to write a fast one.
things chaned in a period of time
yea.
im not working anymore.
result coming.
relationship with good friends weaken
lies.
lots....
i hope it can be solved in a period of time again.
Im hoping for the best..
and i believe i will fufil my long lasting dream.
i dunw an to give up and le the dream be a temporary one
cause i know wat im doing.
wat i wan.
yea?

2005-12-04T00:35:00.000+08:00

Im smiling now
to myslef
haha
going to have a 2 days rest
wosh!
haha
shiOKKK

2005-11-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

NEW JERSEY NETS.

The nets had come back with 2 victory since the bad lose at suns.it had been a tough start start for them but they seems to do well with a old but young kidd.kidd is definetly still young in his playing.Last game,he did what other people say he cant.Having 35 pts at 32 yr old and vsing a team that is champion few yrs back having the best player and best coach.Kidd had a great game there at staples centre,Hollywood.Kidd score 11/21 fgs,1/2 3pt,12/15 fts.He also poured 12 assists,8 rebounds.

Kobe Bryant had another big effort in the second half. Jason Kidd and the New Jersey Nets did not allow him to be the hero in overtime.

Bryant scored 39 of his NBA season-high 46 points after halftime but Kidd's season-best 35 points were the key to the Nets' 102-96 overtime victory over the Los Angeles Lakers.

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While New Jersey coach Lawrence Frank was more than willing to compliment Bryant, he made sure to praise his club's resilience and Kidd's brilliant all-around effort.

"You have to give Kobe credit, he was unbelievable," Frank said. "But you have to give it to our guys. This was a huge test of will. The mental toughness that we showed in the overtime, of starting fresh and living in the moment was unbelievable - a true team win.

"Jason had an unbelievable game at both ends. The heart and will that this guy has is unbelievable. His defense on Kobe, his assertiveness on offense, he would not let our team lose tonight. Jason put us on his back. He stepped up but his teammates also came through in the clutch."

On the heels of Thursday's comeback win against Seattle in which he scored 29 of his 34 points after the intermission, Bryant nearly duplicated the feat Sunday as he helped the Lakers rally from an 18-point second-half deficit.

The league's leading scorer poured in 10 points in the final 1:32 of regulation, but it was Brian Cook's short jumper at the buzzer that sent the game into overtime tied at 91-91.

"It looked like we celebrated the game too early, we just could not hit shots at the end," Cook said. "I don't think we had enough energy to push over the hump but we fought back, which is good for us to know that we can stay in a ballgame."

New Jersey, which lost the first three games of its road trip, held Bryant to one point in the extra session by denying him the ball and forcing his teammates to make shots.

"They tried and I made them pay in the end of regulation when we had a chance to win the ballgame," Bryant said. "In the overtime, they doubled me, we got some wide-open looks for other guys, but they just didn't go down."

"Kobe made 'Kobe shots' down the end, but you got to give us credit, we didn't quit playing," Kidd said. "But the big thing was we showed our experience, we didn't panic. We came out in overtime and kept putting pressure on them and got stops when we had to."

Kidd scored five points in overtime as he posted his highest point total since January 23, 2003, when he scored 41 against Golden State.

"I just tried to put as much pressure on their defense as I could," said Kidd, who added 12 assists and eight rebounds in 46 minutes. "Tonight the ball was falling for me and coach and the guys were telling me to go to work. I had to step up to the plate and tonight I finally made some shots."

"They were going to their hot hand and we were going to ours," Nets guard Jeff McInnis said. "Jason was great. He wasn't going to let us lose."

The Lakers never led in the contest as they made just 3-of-20 shots in the opening quarter, allowing the Nets to take a 26-10 lead into the second period.

"We really dug ourselves at the start of the game and went down by 16 points and that's unacceptable," Bryant said. "We came out flat but all in all, we were able to battle back and make a game of it."

Los Angeles chipped the deficit down to six points in the second quarter but New Jersey re-established its dominance and took a 61-43 advantage on a layup by Kidd with 3:55 left in the third.

"It was experience on their part, getting the ball to Jason, letting him create mismatches, and putting pressure on our defense," Bryant said.

2005-11-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

Im weird am i?
i find myself very very weird
sometimes i duun understand myself
cause its so complicated.
dun feel like throwing my temper
but its like stucking in the hole
i need to pull out
and its the same of throwing temper
then my fault or not my fault.
after somewhile
i will do something to it
but not everyone understand mi
most of them will think that im crazy
mentally problem
but thats mi
eccentic mi
haha
today was a long long day for me although it haven endd.
lots of feeling
listen to the fm just now
maybe i heard something i should not heard
then i thinked a lot
i should not think of this...
man
i told myself only AMERICA now
but...
its feeling...
i cant stop it
that is something,my mistake that i done wrong.
i missed something that i am very confused with
should i say or should i not?
?????
lots of QUESTION mark
??
??
....
now i ha ve no chance anymore
no chance to tell u
no chance to see u
no chance to.....
BUT I DUN REGRET LOVING U!

2005-11-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

NETS News.

THe new jersey nets had been losing 2 game in a stright row.Mainly because they played without Vince Carter.But they contnue hard with kidd and jeff.They lose to the Warriors and Kings.The kings who had a big problem with the team is easily to beat.But kidd unable to lift the team up.Kidd score 3/11 fg today but kidd is really a different player.He knew that the nets need rebound a lot,he is playing a rebound guard this season avging 6.7 rebound and drop his assist.However he is able to have 11 assist today.Kristic still playing his very best scoring 19 pts today hitting 8/14 fg today.The nets play without V>C having Mc Innis at the shooting guard postion today.Marc jackson score 21 good pts for the nets shooting 10/12 fg today.Wright also come back and make his first apperance scoring 2 pts in 2 mins.The nets will see the suns on fridayy.